*DISCLAIMER* I am still quite ill and haven’t gain full vision yet, so please excuse the typos in the posts that may be posted for a while. Thank you all very much 🙂
Well with my illness I’m on about 8 different meds. These meds are something powerful!
loss of appetite.
hair texture change
Now the first three don’t bother me.
The “loss of appetite” is ok with me as well, because I need to lose some weight for my brother’s wedding in June. lol
The hair texture change and hair loss is an issue… I have natural hair (meaning that there are no chemicals in my hair). My hair has gone from nice loose curls to tighter curls. There are places that my hair has come out by the roots and hair the edges of my hair line is coming out as well.
My hair is not easy to comb through right now.
I want to cut all my hair off and go back bald, BUT my Mummie and my SO (significant other) is saying no! So braiding it up and/or locing my hair again is my next option.
Now the last…crazy dreams
For the last three weeks my dreams have been crazy, funny, and who knows what!
I’ve also been talking in my sleep. I do this from time to time, but now it’s ALL the time!
Out of all the dreams I had a dream that I’ve only had about 3 times in my life. These dreams involve my teeth falling out. Now I know that sounds kind our weird, but…
For me these dreams represent the removal of people or things from my life…again this may seem weird to others, but they have been true.
During this illness I did have this dream. A row of teeth fell out, no pain. At the same time people and other things started removing themselves from my life…I wasn’t hurt about it.
Durning all of this I know that the Lord is keeping me. My life is in utter turmoil at the present moment, but I’m not worried. I have done what I can and I have left the rest in His hands…I KNOW it’s safe and protected.
I’ve had three different people to tell me: The Lord is with you through everything. You’re going to your next level. You’re strong and the world’s gonna change through Christ and you.
Those are POWERFUL words and I receive and believe it!
So as the pic above states: “If God brings you to it; He will bring you through it!” <—- I’m trusting and believing!
~Love, Peace, and SOOOOOUL!!!
4 thoughts on “Joy and Pain Part III”
Marla I want you to google, medmd or pubmed the herb ganoderma. Link it to your ailment and see what it says. Let me know.Blessings soror.Paula Date: Tue, 9 Apr 2013 15:02:36 +0000 To: email@example.com
Thank you Soror! I’ve started back juicing, walking and eating a bit better. I’ll let you know as soon as I find out.
Again, thanks for the information.
Girl talking about crazy dreams. I remember while going through chemo and taking pain meds after surgery I had this dream about a jazz band. They were playing music like out of this world, it was so good, I was rocking to that music in my sleep. My head was bump, bump, bumping on my pillow to the beats. It was that good. I’ve had others. But I know they are just reflections of the meds.
Now THAT sounds like an awesome dream. My dreams keep coming and I’m writing them down (as a friend directed me to).